to feel alone.

current mood : right now - akon


feeling down my frens.
help me bros!
afa n aimie i wish i can talk to u.

nothing has been sweeter ;D

current mood : currumin - magrela fever


i spent sum of my tyme commentting with a guy yg ta abes2 ckp i gedik.
damn i dunno y. ahha.
he was named ashman n he is iera's one of fav cuzzie.
they've been like brother n sister.
after sum comment session. he wonder y iera is so falling in love with me.
so i juz tell him that i'm hevattt n go asked iera urself.
so dis is the answer:-

nie ape yg kakak ak ckp .
wuisyhh !
'huh ? knp qila sayang kt irsyad ?
sbb dia baik. dia ada time qila sedih dlu. dia kelakar, ske buat qila gelak cm orang gila. && dia, sayang qila and treat qila cm princess. dats why qila sayang dia.'
kau gedikkk !

hevatt kan saye? ;D

ending mood : avenged sevenfold - dear god

dearest garfield

fakhira aqila binti azahar.
the name really touched my heart.
i've never loved a gurl this much.
sori if i had break a gurl heart b4 but...
iera does really make me feel there's sumting to live for.
siyesly sygg, siyesly.

dearest reader.
the reason i fell for this gurl is soo much.
let list down some i can recall.

1. i remember how 'kerek' she was once that makes me so appreciating her now dat she is mine.

2. i remember how she merajuk when i asked her not to susa2 dtg nilai to teman me blk kepong.

3. i remember how she keep repeating 'babilah kau' to cover up she was blushing like hell. cute dol

4. i remember how she keeps me company when i was so stressed out doing my assignment. she ta makan the whole day. im sori bby :'(

5. i remember how she make up for me when i missed her so much. she gave me dis cute little bottle with lots of love note in it. she calls it, ' ubat rindu ' :D

6. i remember how she wants to say gud luck for my finals exam by making cute little star in a jar. i know she stays up for a long tyme juz to make dat.

7. i remember how she always give me dis happy little ending. :D mwamwa pipi kiri kanan.

8. i remember how she always says dat she is happy with me. n keeps treating me like im the special one.

9. n there's a lot more. cukup la taw yg tue je kan. ;D

alamak, ta cukup plak 10.
die byk buat secare halus lah.
kekdg ta prasan dol. haha.
sori iera. ;D

to fakhira.
u sgt jahat,
perangai cam sial,
buat itu, buat ini, sukati jek.
tp, byk dol u da bwat for me gak :D
i pon jahat gak kan bby.
im sori for being a bad boy.
ta pna pk pasal u.
ta pnah pk hati budi u.
being pushy.
na itu na ini.
im sori fakhira.
i regret it.

but that's juz me.
so konklusi di sini.
kepada si jahat, gemuk, dan berbulu.
i love u so much garfield.
i really do.

pssttt :- nie jek yg terlintas. nanti ade idea, i tulis lg.

sum writings....

today blk from melake.
melake was fun.
melake sdg membangun.
ta lame lg jom ramai2 kite ke melake yek.
on the way back naik rumah api tg tuan.
wei bpk seram dol.
gayat gile. haha.
smpi di rumah.
golek2.
hd dinner with iera.
then to rasta.
lepak with nazu.
a fren i hdnt seen in 4 yrs. ahha.
blk. n chat. tyme to sleep bby.

boredom of me.

knape la sem nie babi sgt.
sumpah byk gile klas bosan na mampos.
haish2.
dgn lect ikut tyme.
dgn lect monotone.
haish.
mari memberi idea utk akoo tdk mengantuk.
bermain bingo kah?
mengacau kawan sebelah kah?
atau perlu akoo tido sahaja.
tp yg penting.
iera masih ku cintai ;D

what i see in iera <3

describing iera

my owh my iera.
die sgt comel. undoubtful
die sgt kuat blushing. sgt oke, sgttt
kuat mewdy. kjap marah, kjap sdey, kjap happy
n bile die mewdy die hy akan pendam sorg ;D
tp disbbkan die gf saye, so saye taw bile die marah
n yeah gf saye sgtlah pemalu. tersipu2 kemaluan ;p
seorg yg sgt unpredictable.
she can be hard as steel, cold as ice, soft like idk, even sgt2 lah baik
yea die queen control bt not that queen lah
she control's me bile perlu.
ape2 pon she take gud care of her frens n hubby
that's y i love u iera :D

iera bace ekh :D

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.


At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.


They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.
'

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.


She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby?

He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.


While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.


That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.


A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.


Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.


That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.


They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him!

Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it.


After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.


Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.


Love is
Not 2 forget but 2 forgive,
Not 2 c but 2 understand,
Not 2 hear but 2 listen,
Not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.


Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.


Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.

B A H A G I A ;D

ISNIN

hari jadi ku
lepak dengan ieraku
pergi ke ou
beli jam untuk diriku
owh tp menggunakan duit org tua ku
lebih tepat duit ibu
kire nye hadiah untuk diri ku
lepak makan di bukit
iera memberi hadiah terbaik
sekeping kad buatan sendiri yg sgt cantik
makan kena byr 16 ringgit
sedikit kejadian berlaku
kami masih bahagia selalu
terima kasih iera
saye syg awak selalu ;D


SELASA

cukup 3 bulan kami bercinta
atas dan bawah di lalui bersama
ooowwwhhh sgt lah bahagia
sudah lama saya merasa
ingin makan masakan si dia
kini tibalah saat nya
iera masakkan ku spaghetti
owh ku rasa bagai di awang awangan
sedap dol!
terima kasih sekali lagi iera.
sumpah hidup matiku ingin bersamamu
iera jgn tggl saye yek ;(
i love u so much bby comel!

T A H U N B A R U

2008 pergi, mari2 sini 2009

2008 penuh bermakna,
malang nye ia harus dilupekan
2009 perlu dilalui dengan sempurna
setelah ade iera di sisi
bagiku tidak byk perlu ku ubah pada 2009
hidupku pada 2008 sudah cukup berjalan lancar
azam?
hurmmm. susa utk dilaksanakan
maka tdk byk azam perlu ku azamkan
mungkin satu azam yg perlu betul2 ku ikat
apekah?
menjaga iera saye dgn lebey baik berbanding tahun lepas!
2008 byk yg sudah ku lakukan bersama iera tercinta
dengan ini 2009 perlu ditmbh dgn lebey byk kisah cinta yg manes
2/1/2009, akoo berjanji pada diri ku
iera adelah yg terbaik buatku
dan utk tahun2 hadapan 2010,2011,2012,20xx,21xx......
dia akan senantiasa menjadi yg terbaik
cukup buat diri iera
kamu semua pon suda mengerti iera adelah yg terbaik dan
HANYA IERA DALAM HATIKU!
so 2009 jom kite berjuang!


di kesempatan ini mari kita bercerita tahun baru saya
2008
bergerak ke holiday villa
amek razi, fariq, puchong
pg stesen lrt jelatek amek shah
pusing2
blk holiday villa ampang
lepak2
here comes poknik, faisal, raje, azwan
anta fariq kat equatorial hotel
babi jalan sume tutup
setelah puas sesat, jem, bla3
smpi gak
tgk fireworks thru celah2 bangunan
fariq dpt tgk ngan aida atas rooftop
BAHABI!
so after dat, fariq dilepaskan
pg makan kat area ampang
n blk holiday villa
owh my car is filled with fariq, razi, puchong, shah, n me of coz
b4 blk we went around finding sumting
setelah jumpe
here comes bilik 307
let the party begin!!
tdo
bgn kol 10
makan nasi lemak
blk umah
owh thanx fariq for the fuel
ITU JEK!!!!

sori lame ta update blog.
MALAS!